The thing about pain is it demands to be felt.

I knew there's gonna be this one day I'm gonna miss you so much and have the rush of writting a letter to you. But instead I dicided to write here. Really hope I can have that chance to tell you that I miss talking to you really much. I miss you. Everything was so different this time last year. I can never forget, coz when I hear your name, my heart breaks a little. I know I'm the one who made all this is how it is right now. It's like I'm going through all that again. Imagine the pain. Imagine how much I miss you right now. If only you were still here and I would tell you all the times that I fell for you over again. If only there was "if". And I'd tell you how many times I've miss you. Over and over again.