Oh whatever

I care okay I care.

Do you have any idea how hard is it to lie to yourself that you don't really care about what others think of you or what others say about you? It's not really what they say that matters to me. It's actually whose saying matters to me. It hurts. Like really hurts. When you realised people who you actually care, are the ones who are spreading stuffs about you. Like you were bad butter and they were just spreading you all over the bread. Making others think that you are bad influence. 

Oh hey.

Normally I'd tell myself, why care? Who do you think you are? Why am I giving you a chance to ruin my mood or my day? I am the one whose killing the mood. Because yea I fucking care. 

Hey. The ones who said they don't care are liars. 

How to not care when the global network is so widely used nowadays. Gosh everything thing you do, I know okay. Because applications won't fail you but people do. Hurts is that when I'm on my darkest times and people who I care, left me alone. Thank you anyway, for turning the disappointed I had in you, into motivation I have for tmr. 

Go get a life.

For god sake, I wish we weren't friends. How much I wish I wouldn't have met you in my life. I know that I can't please everybody in this world, there's gotta be haters. So why care? Just be happy. And you people who were so called my "friends" who left me alone when I'm on my darkest times. Karma will find you and hunt you down. 

(P.S. Thanks for spending your time checking out every single thing I post or I do and saying bad things about me) 

God bless.