06.08.14 personal

Posting about what happened lately 😐 so for the past few months, everything was a mess I guess. 

Second semester exam was over today, so regretful. I should've studied earlier, by means being well prepared for the exam. Instead, it's a last minute wrap up study again. My target was to at least pass the hard subjects like chem, bio and physics not to mention maths. I was quite confident that at least my chem would pass. Unfortunetly,  what I think wasn't true. And yes, I failed it again. I feel super super guilty. I'm guessing it won't be good for the other subjects too. 

Hmm anyway, "how's life?" ? Bad and never that bad before (cross my heart and hope for the better) --- what I was mentioning about is "Friends". I'm a little too messed up between the definition of friends, best friends or friends you know, the kind which you can talk to 24/7 and be like yea. 

Communicating with him sucks. He doesn't get what I mean sometimes, it's so frustrating but then conversations were never that funny before. It makes me look forward to something everyday. 

What kills is that I don't know how should I make this go on. I'm tired right now. Like mentally tired on thinking what should I do next lol funny. Don't get this wrong but we're just friends kay. It's just complicated. 

Lots of things have been burning my brain cells lately. Too much to plan and too hard to make it all happen.