About him again

Guess I'm going to blog about him everytime I see him accidentally in school. It's getting normal each time we bang into each other. There's this one time last week, when I was having lunch with my friends, he was lining up buying the same food as me, I knew when I saw his back. Then when we're lining up and he had done buying his food, he walked pass me and looked at me for a while, I look back and that's it. The feeling is just hard to explain. It's like this one person who knew me so much just went pass me without saying a thing. It's like this important person in my life and I had knew for so long just weren't the one that I used to know anymore.

There's this mixture of sad and awkward but miserable feeling. Hard to explain, pain to feel. So rounded up in my mind like a tornado blowing all the memories out from a box that's kept in my heart into me over again.